Back in the winter I was reading a book called Orthodoxy, by G.K. Chesterton. As you might guess from the title, it took a slow start at the beginning, opening with some dry, complex thoughts. But eventually the material started to pick up momentum as the ideas communicated began to generate excitement and motivation to reform. I don't have the book on hand, but what is probably my favorite revelation from Mr. Chesterton's journey to rediscover orthodoxy in his faith was this: Repetition is not necessarily stagnation. This has been a recurring lesson to me for years now, and it seems like I keep coming back to it because it never quite gets all the way through to me.
Chesterton illustrates this idea in this way: Adults and older youth often grow bored with activities quickly. There must always be a sense of novelty in order for a thing to be of interest. There must always be a sense of forward motion. An infant or young child, on the other hand, will often say, "Do it again!" whenever he finds a phenomenon entertaining, and he will not cease to repeat the phrase until he is sufficiently satisfied.
Take, for example, a circle and a spiral as another analogy. In education, we refer to what is called "spiral curriculum," in which one will return to familiar material in order to address new levels of the subject. For example, one may learn that multiplication is like adding multiple times (2x4 is like 2+2+2+2), then later return to learn the multiplication tables, then later return to learn how to multiply multi-digit factors, then later return to introduce variables as possible factors and products. In education, we see the spiral as the model for progress. So what about the circle then? Would that be a symbol of stagnation? What if we took the circle and changed our perspective so that it became not a two-dimensional geometric shape, but a wheel. It is a wheel, not a spiral, that allows a vehicle to move forward. The one who is content to remain in the same place relative to the body for an extended period of time, will find that he has made significant progress for himself and for the whole body, though he remains attached to the same axle.
Time and time again God has brought me back to this idea of sitting at His feet and resting in the truth, waiting for His teachings on a particular subject to sink in before moving on to anything new. But I can never sit still. Metaphorically. I always have to get up and move around. I have to be constantly learning something new, or else I feel like I'm not progressing. I can't just be content to hear the same thing taught to me over and over again until it gets through to me... because I often feel like I already know what He's trying to tell me. I've heard it all before. Or so I think. And I don't hear Him through.
Chesterton idealizes the image of a child laughing and urging his entertainer to "do it again" by putting the lens up against the Creation. The sun rises each morning because God says, "Do it again," not out of monotony but out of pleasure at seeing His creation do what it was made to do. The flowers of the field are so very similar not because God found the job of creation so dull that He simply used a mold to ease the process of duplication, but rather because He found a single flower so appealing that He said, "Do it again! Make another. That one is good too. Make another. And another."
Tomorrow, God will tell the sun to rise again, and He will see that it is good. And when the sun rises, He will tell me to get up and do it again, to lay myself down at His feet, to die to myself, and to rise again in Christ to live for Him. And He will see that it is very good, and He will be pleased with me. I say that not out of arrogance and pride, expecting to be a pleasing offering to God, but out of hope in Christ. When Jesus was baptized in the Jordan River, the Holy Spirit anointed Him in the appearance of a dove, and the Father's voice came from heaven, saying, "This is My Son, whom I love; with Him I am well pleased" (Matthew 3:17). He did not say, "With His work I am well pleased." Jesus had not begun His recorded ministry yet. As far as we see in Scripture, Jesus had not yet done anything that would merit a declaration of God's pleasure in Him. Yet we hear that God said, "In Him I am well pleased." This was said that we might see that it is not in our works that our Father takes delight, but in our being. That's it. The mere fact that we exist. And that we choose Him, because of course, we are corrupted by sin, and that's not good; but the forgiveness we have in His Son redeems us so that He can look at us and say, "It is good. In you I am well pleased."
The last few days, I have felt discouraged because I feel that I am not leading anyone when I could be leading kids at Camp Highland. So as I was praying and having some quiet time, I started looking for encouragement. I have a funny habit of kind of silently preaching to myself sometimes. Not really praying, and not really talking to myself, but more like preaching to a congregation with myself as the only member. As I was doing this, my mind began to form the words of encouragement, "God is pleased with me. He is pleased with my work." Then I had to stop myself. What have I done to please God? Are my works what save me? Is that what makes God look at me and find me holy and innocent? No. He is pleased with me. Just the fact that I am me. I am who He made me to be. Just as the sun performs its duty in accordance with its identity, so I am pleasing to God by being myself and fulfilling the purpose God has given me in this moment in time.
He is pleased with me. So I will do it again!
Thursday, July 10, 2014
Tuesday, July 8, 2014
Hutututu
We call it the most holy game of Camp Highland. It is the game at camp. To remove it from Camp Highland would cause us to cease being Camp Highland. It is a way of life.
That may be an exaggeration, but there is no doubt that Hutututu is Camp Highland's most favored tribal game, with ultimate frisbee being its closest competitor among the staff. And as with anything, there are countless lessons that can be taken away from the game. During our staff training one day, we read the stories of Samuel and David facing the Philistines in 1 Samuel 7 and 17, and I was struck by the reflection of Hutututu in the story of David facing Goliath.
In Hutututu, one person crosses from his side to enter the territory of the opposing tribe, chanting, "Hutututu," repeatedly in a single breath. His goal is to tag as many people as possible and cross back over to his tribal territory before taking another breath. The opposing tribe's objective is to avoid being tagged and to keep the invader from escaping back to his side. Often one defender will latch onto the attacker, and the rest of the defending tribe will swarm to his aid to hold back the attacker until he runs out of breath. This is the picture we see in the story of David and Goliath.
In the battle of the Israelites versus the Philistines, one mighty warrior named Goliath stepped forward to challenge the opposition, shouting out threats to any who might dare to step forward against him. Then David, one bold enough to accept the challenge, came forward and faced the menacing giant. David struck Goliath with a stone and brought him to his end, as in Hutututu one might grapple with an attacker to hold him back. When Goliath had been defeated, the Israelite troops rallied to conquer the remainder of the Philistine army, just as one's tribe would rally to his aid as he fights to hold back an invader.
This picture of battle gives us a model for how we ought to pray. The Apostle Paul has much to say on the topic of prayer, often speaking of his own prayers for the Church and asking for prayer from the Church. In Philippians 4:6, we are called to not only pray to the Lord but also to petition the Lord, or intercede with the Lord, for our own needs and for the needs of others. When we pray, we speak individually with God. When we petition, we call upon the body of believers to pray in agreement with us. In Colossians 4:2, we are urged, "Devote yourselves to prayer, being watchful and thankful." When David stood up to Goliath and the Israelites saw his triumph, I imagine that they were watching closely to see the results and that they were thankful when the Lord brought victory through the bold young shepherd. As soon as Goliath fell, I envision the Israelites watching in awe as David stepped forward to seize the giant's sword, all hands gravitating toward their own weapons as the blade swung down to sever the glory of the Philistine champion from his people. Likewise, we are to be watchful and thankful in prayer, staying alert to recognize the needs of others (Ephesians 6:18), giving thanks for the first signs of victory and immediately jumping to usher in total triumph as soon as a foothold has been gained. Jesus says in Matthew 11:12, "From the days of John the Baptist until now, the kingdom of heaven has been forcefully advancing, and forceful men lay hold of it." E.M. Bounds asserts in his book The Essentials of Prayer, "The present ground we occupy must be held by making advances, and all the future must be covered and brightened by it." Many battles have been won so far this summer, and now it is time to celebrate in the Lord's triumph and to welcome Him to come and bring the completion of His victory. Even better is yet to come. Pray with me, and allow me to pray with you too. Come quickly, Lord (Revelation 22:20).
That may be an exaggeration, but there is no doubt that Hutututu is Camp Highland's most favored tribal game, with ultimate frisbee being its closest competitor among the staff. And as with anything, there are countless lessons that can be taken away from the game. During our staff training one day, we read the stories of Samuel and David facing the Philistines in 1 Samuel 7 and 17, and I was struck by the reflection of Hutututu in the story of David facing Goliath.
In Hutututu, one person crosses from his side to enter the territory of the opposing tribe, chanting, "Hutututu," repeatedly in a single breath. His goal is to tag as many people as possible and cross back over to his tribal territory before taking another breath. The opposing tribe's objective is to avoid being tagged and to keep the invader from escaping back to his side. Often one defender will latch onto the attacker, and the rest of the defending tribe will swarm to his aid to hold back the attacker until he runs out of breath. This is the picture we see in the story of David and Goliath.
In the battle of the Israelites versus the Philistines, one mighty warrior named Goliath stepped forward to challenge the opposition, shouting out threats to any who might dare to step forward against him. Then David, one bold enough to accept the challenge, came forward and faced the menacing giant. David struck Goliath with a stone and brought him to his end, as in Hutututu one might grapple with an attacker to hold him back. When Goliath had been defeated, the Israelite troops rallied to conquer the remainder of the Philistine army, just as one's tribe would rally to his aid as he fights to hold back an invader.
This picture of battle gives us a model for how we ought to pray. The Apostle Paul has much to say on the topic of prayer, often speaking of his own prayers for the Church and asking for prayer from the Church. In Philippians 4:6, we are called to not only pray to the Lord but also to petition the Lord, or intercede with the Lord, for our own needs and for the needs of others. When we pray, we speak individually with God. When we petition, we call upon the body of believers to pray in agreement with us. In Colossians 4:2, we are urged, "Devote yourselves to prayer, being watchful and thankful." When David stood up to Goliath and the Israelites saw his triumph, I imagine that they were watching closely to see the results and that they were thankful when the Lord brought victory through the bold young shepherd. As soon as Goliath fell, I envision the Israelites watching in awe as David stepped forward to seize the giant's sword, all hands gravitating toward their own weapons as the blade swung down to sever the glory of the Philistine champion from his people. Likewise, we are to be watchful and thankful in prayer, staying alert to recognize the needs of others (Ephesians 6:18), giving thanks for the first signs of victory and immediately jumping to usher in total triumph as soon as a foothold has been gained. Jesus says in Matthew 11:12, "From the days of John the Baptist until now, the kingdom of heaven has been forcefully advancing, and forceful men lay hold of it." E.M. Bounds asserts in his book The Essentials of Prayer, "The present ground we occupy must be held by making advances, and all the future must be covered and brightened by it." Many battles have been won so far this summer, and now it is time to celebrate in the Lord's triumph and to welcome Him to come and bring the completion of His victory. Even better is yet to come. Pray with me, and allow me to pray with you too. Come quickly, Lord (Revelation 22:20).
Silence Above the Noise
God has provided me with a unique opportunity through my time at Camp Highland this year. Having just graduated from UGA back in May, I am currently searching for a job as a music educator; however, I felt that the Lord was calling me to return to serve at camp again this summer, which put a temporary halt on the job hunt. So to compromise, I remained at camp only for the first half of the summer, and now I am back at home to resume my search. At this point, there are no prospects, but the Lord has opened up the option of joining the full time staff at Camp Highland starting in the fall. I don't know if that is what He has chosen as my path or if it's just my desire to do what's easiest, so I still have a lot of praying to do, and I would appreciate your prayers on the matter as well.
Anyway, back to my original point, because I am now at home only halfway through the summer, my time at camp is still fresh in my mind. And in my journal. I was going back through my notes from the summer, and God brought me across several lessons He had introduced to me earlier and which are still very powerful and relevant now. So I am going to try to post some of the things He has been teaching me so far this summer.
One day during staff training, it was raining pretty hard during our Time Alone with God (TAG)—well, it rained several days during staff training, but God spoke through it this one particular morning. I am just going to record what I wrote that morning.
"We are having TAG time under a pavilion in the rain. The sound of water hitting the tin roof is roaring all around us, but our silence in communing with God is louder than the storm. When we were being briefed for today's TAG, I could barely hear the instructions. Now the roar of the rain has become louder and more awesome, but we are kept dry by the roof over our heads, and we continue to listen for Your voice.
In the storms of my life, I need to learn to sit and rest in Your shelter. Too often I stand and wander around in Your presence, complaining about the rain that keeps me from going out. But that is the purpose of the shelter in the storm: to keep us in Your presence and in the path of Your commands when everything around me will leave stains. I want to go out into the world and take on Satan's armies, but Your shelter lets me know that here is where You want me."
We have a pretty loud and talkative staff this year (not necessarily a bad thing—we love community), which has also been reflected in our campers each week. So for all 50-60 of us to be sitting silently under a single pavilion in the pouring rain was incredible. The silence was powerful and almost tangible, despite the roar of the rain. There's a lot of life's noise roaring all around me right now, and I often to contribute to it with my doubts and worry and my need to be active. But the Lord reminds me that stillness is not inactivity but holy rest. I need to remember to make time to draw back and be quiet and wait on God. This will give me the rest I need to regain my strength and energy for when the time comes to be active.
Anyway, back to my original point, because I am now at home only halfway through the summer, my time at camp is still fresh in my mind. And in my journal. I was going back through my notes from the summer, and God brought me across several lessons He had introduced to me earlier and which are still very powerful and relevant now. So I am going to try to post some of the things He has been teaching me so far this summer.
One day during staff training, it was raining pretty hard during our Time Alone with God (TAG)—well, it rained several days during staff training, but God spoke through it this one particular morning. I am just going to record what I wrote that morning.
"We are having TAG time under a pavilion in the rain. The sound of water hitting the tin roof is roaring all around us, but our silence in communing with God is louder than the storm. When we were being briefed for today's TAG, I could barely hear the instructions. Now the roar of the rain has become louder and more awesome, but we are kept dry by the roof over our heads, and we continue to listen for Your voice.
In the storms of my life, I need to learn to sit and rest in Your shelter. Too often I stand and wander around in Your presence, complaining about the rain that keeps me from going out. But that is the purpose of the shelter in the storm: to keep us in Your presence and in the path of Your commands when everything around me will leave stains. I want to go out into the world and take on Satan's armies, but Your shelter lets me know that here is where You want me."
We have a pretty loud and talkative staff this year (not necessarily a bad thing—we love community), which has also been reflected in our campers each week. So for all 50-60 of us to be sitting silently under a single pavilion in the pouring rain was incredible. The silence was powerful and almost tangible, despite the roar of the rain. There's a lot of life's noise roaring all around me right now, and I often to contribute to it with my doubts and worry and my need to be active. But the Lord reminds me that stillness is not inactivity but holy rest. I need to remember to make time to draw back and be quiet and wait on God. This will give me the rest I need to regain my strength and energy for when the time comes to be active.
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